I am so happy. I am so sad. I am: Marc Gafni

Today is the even of the Jewish New Year. I am about to call my two sons, my father and mother. I am about to call my family who are my friends, students and colleagues to wish everyone a shanah tovah.

A good year it should be. It will be.

I am sitting in my home in Salt Lake City Utah. I am filled with sadness which is beyond measure as well as with gratitude and joy which is beyond measure.

I am filled with gratitude as I experience the divine flow of love animating my being, my body, my spirit and my mind. I am filled with gratitude as I realize on a cellular level that I am part of God and that God is part of me. I am filled with hope for the unfolding of our evolutionary future.

I am filled with gratitude for the wondrous unfoldings of the last few months in my personal life. For new friends, for reunions, for doors closing two almost three years back, and for so many windows opening. I know this will be a beautiful year. I know that I am making mistakes in the right direction.

I am filled with Gratitude for my children Etyan and Yair whom i have been privileged as every father wants to me – to support and love consistently since the day they were born. I am filled with gratitude that I have had the means to consistently love and support them throughout the years. I miss Rachel.

I am filled with gratitude that new teachings of source and spirit rise in me and begin to be shared in the world. May they bring blessings and be blessing.

I am filled with gratitude for those in my inner circle who are my family, my life and my light.

I am filled with gratitude for the liberation of the last years in my life.

And I am filled with sadness – with unspeakable pain, for so so so much. For so many people.

Those that I know well of their personal pain, those world over that I do not know, and those lost in Kosmic pain.

Oh my God Oh my God…soooo much pain.

so much pain…so much pain.

My heart is broken wide open. I cry rivers -infinite rivers of tears- and am swept away in the rivulets of divine pain.

And I am so happy and so blessed. I am love. And. I am pain.

May the love overcome and heal the pain, in me, in you, in every being. in all being.

a gorgeous year to everyone of us.

marc gafni

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