I Just Want To Say It Again: Let us Create a Circle of Yes: Marc Gafni

Dedicated to Lady Mary as she enters retreat…

This is yesterday’s post; and I am posting it again and again and again …all week….

I ask YOU, with all my heart – and the heart of all being – to read it – take it in – breathe it

live it ..

It is so easy to say No;

And yes, sometimes the boundaries of the sacred no, are essential for human dignity and holiness…

there is a huge need to say no…

but as both you and I know, that is not the No that I am saying No to ..

The no to which the universe shouts NO, is the no born – strip everything aside – born of fear- born of grasping- born of fear that your image, legacy, good name, will somehow be tarnished, born of not knowing how to find you way down from the tree, the no born from all the so clever and brilliant subtle disguises of the ego, the inability to create a hierarchy of perspective, to own where you were simply wrong;

but if you could do that, if you could own YOUR part in the contribution system, if you could truly act from that place and say yes; the Angels would dance, all being and becoming would rejoice, God – him – her – itself – would explode in an evolutionary burst which lights up the Kosmos for generations to come..

it is so easy to say no…but Can we create a Circle of Yes!!!

Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes …..

My heart is open.

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!

YES!

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand on the edge of a lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”

~Oriah Mountain Dreamer

It was to this that Emerson referred to when he said, “Love is the affirmative of the affirmatives.” Love is the universe shouting out a joyful yes when our names our called.

Yes.

In Hebrew the word yes — Kein — means integrity. Yes is the ultimate affirmation of our integrity. The question of your existence is whether you can say yes to the adventure that is your life. That is self-love! When you wake up to a beautiful day which is simply divine — when you eat a piece of carrot cake which is just out of this world then you experience the universe embracing you with a resounding YES. e. e. cummings always succeeds in capturing life’s little quintessential affirmations. I quote:

I thank you God for this amazing Day:
for the leaping greenly spirit of trees
And a blue dream of sky; and for everything
Which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes

In an interview, John Lennon dotingly tells about the first time he met his wife Yoko Ono. He had heard that Yoko was having an art show in London. It was to be quite a happening. He recalls admiringly the moment that got him hooked:

So I went and there was a little white ladder that led up to the ceiling. There was a little hanging magnifying glass and something written on the ceiling. So I picked it up and looked through it at the writing. And what was written was “YES”. If it had been something like, ‘rip-off’ or something negative I would have left…. But it was positive and loving and so I stuck around.

The rest is history…quite literally. The greatest of love affairs can begin with a simple imprint of Yes.

We live in a “No” culture. As my friend Michael Lerner once wrote, we have a surplus of powerlessness. We think it is not possible.

When an idea or new direction comes up our first response is why it can’t work. We are brilliant at it. Even the most simple minded person becomes a genius when it comes to saying no. We can think up twenty reasons why it will not work before we can think up two reasons why it could work. We have all become Dr. No with advanced degrees in how to say no.

We were not born this way. Remember, we come into this world trailing clouds of glory with a core knowledge of our omnipotence, beauty, infinite power and infinite potential. And then we hear a chorus of voices for the first ten years of our lives and the only word they seem to be saying is No No No.

We gradually come to associate maturity with saying No. But somewhere deep inside the Yes remains, an eternal child of the soul. We know on the inside of the inside that yes is the answer.

As Yoka Daishi tells us,

When it is “Yes,” a young Naga girl in an instant attains
Buddhahood.
When it is “No,” the most learned Zensho while alive falls into
Hell.

One of the great literary masterpieces of the twentieth century is James Joyce’s Ulysses. Joyce spends reams of pages portraying the main character, Leopold Bloom’s ‘No’ reality in the streets of Dublin. Joyce maps masterfully the life of the archetypal human whose life is a series of unnecessary losses; the deaths of Bloom’s son and father, his daughter’s leaving, the passing of his youth, and finally the adultery of his wife. Yet in the last scene of the book, Bloom returns home to his sleeping wife.

Never mind it is a recently desecrated bed. Never mind he sleeps with his feet at her head, and his head at her feet. It is still home, the erotic haven of the insides. The book ends with a crescendo of Yes. As his wife feigns sleeping we float along in her stream of consciousness… finally concluding with reminiscences of the early ecstatic hours of her and Leopold’s love. It is a definitive return to Yes.

and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes
and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes.

Of course, the Yes here is sexual. But more than that, the overwhelming perfume of this sexual Yessing signifies hope, promise and possibility in the most expanded erotic sense. This final Yes has magically transformed the seven hundred plus pages of modern existentialistic No’s.

The high priest entering the Holy of Holies once a year says Yes with his every step. The cherubs murmur to each other, “Yes, yes.” The Temple of Jerusalem was built with Yes stones. The Presence of God is a great green light, that says Yes, Proceed. The universe an open Entryway, crowned by a neon “Yes” sign. It is as Wallace Stevens reminds us:

AFTER THE FINAL NO COMES A YES!

On that yes the future of the world depends!

I want to invite to join our community within a community, that is gathering to study together for five Saturday mornings, a deep study on the nature of life, love and enlightenment whose goal is no less then the first glimmerings of your own enlightenment.

Say Yes☺

With much love

Marc Gafni
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